LOVE

Nothing to post for today.The pics on top.Woohoo.Her cheekbones power lah.Well i do have mine also but of course she is more gorgeous!haha.I wanna sing sing sing.Haziq,next karaoke session okay?hahahah.Tomrrow school.Confirm blues clues!Haiyo.Seriously no tv and comp for 2 days i can die man.And mum challenged me for a month.No way man.Cuzzie's bday celebration was so so.I wasn't really in the mood for that.Sit at home and mug mug mug.Like one crazy girl.Hahahaha.Ohmy 2 more weeks.Yay 2 more weeks!yeehaa!And mum,i dun wanna cut my hair.I love my hair.My hair is my baby.Lol.Ok i'm off to do my art now now now!gosh!

Insatiable

A great holiday indeed.Great eh?Homework all haven't do!wth!Do homework lah sia!2 more days and school is gonna start.Damn!Term 2.Damn!Anyway yesterday's outing was awesome!Met up with haziq.Sorry haziq i was late again!Was suppose to meet at 2.30pm but i reach somerset at 3pm.So sorry.Went to eat Pastamania.And thanks for the treat haziq.And next we went to Kbox.Karaoke of course.We like to sing so yah he treat me again.Thanks so much okay haziq.We shared alot of stories together.Sharing is caring!Hheheheh.And ya at 6 plus sheyra came to Kbox.Dah macam pendatang haram.Masuk sembunyi sembunyi.hehehe.We sang till 7.30pm and right after that we went straight home.Overall i enjoyed my day with haziq and sheyra.Thanks people!Next outing with haziq is Movies!Yay!Hehehehe.NICHOLAS SAPUTRA GANTENG BANGET!PACAR BARUKU!HEHEHE!





CB!BUMP INTO THE 2 FUCKERS YESTERDAY.
MAKE ME WANNA VOMIT BLOOD.CB.

It's Wednesday?

I'm now rotting at home when i should actually finish my homeworks and art sketches.Damn.And tomorrow,Tution!Morning somemore.Tsk tsk.Spending and wasting my time at home.I wanna go out plz!I think i rather go school man.I kept watching P RAMLEE movies.Never get bored of it.Hahaha i dunno why and Toms remember every single line in the script.I was damn shocked.Hahaha.And guess what.My aunt made me cupcakes.Aww...so sweet of her.It's for my birthday!How nice!I love you aunt.Hehehe.
I'm blessed to have these beautiful gifts that god sent to me.Alhamdulilah.Life is better now.So okay thats all for today!Yeehaa!

Red.Green Zone.Smiles.

Met up with Shahril and shitz i'm late.As usual.Was suppose to meet at Admiralty at 2.30pm but i reach at 3pm instead.Erms.Sorry dude.Suprisingly and coincidently we both wore red.Oh my.He is cute.Adorable and horrible kid.hehehe.But he made my day.Seriously.I was never that happy.I like his straight forward character.Went cineleisure and we watched Green Zone.It was a not bad movie.More to war war thingy.Eventhough i'm kinda sleepy at that moment,i stayed up all along and watch it.Thanks for the movie treat anyway.Appriciate it much though.He sent me up to Taka Fred Perry cause i'm meeting my babe.Seperate ways and met up with my girlfriend.Treat her dinner and now i'm at home and i'm gonna rest soonz.Tired man.And shahril,you're a great buddy aite.

Wishing Upon A Star

Hi people.Basically i'm back to what i am.From now onwards i'm gonna live my life to the fullest.Ignore whatever shits that are coming to me and FOCUS ON SCHOOL!School and reaching out for my dreams.How nice!Rather than spending my time thinking about that jerk and the bitch,i rather spend time with the new friends i've made and i guess when i lost him,i don't actually lost everything.I gained alot of happiness.Thanks Allah.And i guess he lost it,not me.I get better people in my life whom appriciate me more.Knowing new friends and making new friends makes my life a better one and i became more stronger in mind and of course i get more loves!Hehehe.Well of course.I love people and people love me.Like i've always said i believe in karma and what i've gotta do is to just pray to Allah and i'll leave the rest to Allah.What goes around comes around yeah.So yah i'll be going out with Shahril later and on tuesday i'll be going out with one of my girlfriend.Aww.I miss this girl alot.Alot!She's like a blood sister to me now.And i love her.So yah.Thats all about my life.And Syairazi Haziq,Don't forget our karaoke date.Hahahaha.




And Ibu,

Ibu,sudahlah bu,Fina dah lepaskan lelaki yang
memang bukan jadi milik fina dan dia tidak
layak sama sekali dalam hidup fina.
Maafkan fina kalau selama ni fina bohong
dan bilang pada ibu yang fina dengan dia
baik baik saja.Walhal hubungan yang fina
bina dengan dia selama 8 bulan tu retak
begitu saja.Fina tahu ibu dah sayang sangat
dengan dia tapi tuhan tak benarkan fina
bersamanya.Tuhan tunjukkan fina siapa dia
sebenarnya.Tuhan berikan fina hidayah dan
disebalik semua ini pasti ada hikmah.
Fina percaya semua itu.Fina harap ibu
takkan bersedih lagi kerana dia.
Biarkan tuhan yang membalas semuanya.
Fina mintak ibu doakan kesejahteraan fina.
Dan itu sudah cukup untuk membahagiakan diri
fina.Fina mintak maaf kerana oleh sebab dia
ibu berairmata dan kesedihan.Fina harap ibu
lupakan semua ini.Lupakan yang dia pernah
hadir dalam hidup fina.Dia bukan segalanya ibu.
Dia tak boleh buat hidup kita bahagia.Dia bukan
yang terbaik untuk fina dan untuk kita.
Maafkan fina kerana telah temukan ibu
dengan dia.Maafkan fina.

Whatever jerk!

IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE BALLS THEN WHY PRANK ME?CB!KAU FIKIR KELAKAR KAN?KAU MEMANG SENGAJA PUSH ME TO MY LIMITS NOW RIGHT?AKU TAK KACAU LAH SIAL YOUR LIFE.GET A LIFE SERIOUSLY GET A LIFE.YOU HAVE YOUR FUCKING FUGLY GIRLFRIEND SO BETTER MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS WITH HER.I'VE GOT NOTHING WITH YOU ANYMORE SO JUST GET A LIFE!DAYUS.KAU JANTAN DAYUS!

I am that Independant Woman.

Yesterday was the most atrocious day ever in my life and i swear it's gonna be the first and the last one in my life.Someone whom i love dearly actually was just taking me for granted and took me for a fool.Cheat me.Cheat my feelings.Never did i expect you to turn like this.You're not only getting bad but you are getting WORST!
But whatever.It's over between us.So just whatever okay.Do whatever you want.Another one coming soonz.Soonz.So ya i'm not trying to boast here but ya you are not my competitor at all okay.So not my type of clique.Sorry if this is harsh but before saying anything about whatever things and before talking to me,look at yourself first.Look at who's you're talking with before opening that damn mouth of yours alright.





And sanggup you jatuhkan maruah i dan airmuka i depan my frens and your current girlfriend.My goodness.A guy whom i used to love so much shouted right on my face just to defend her.My goodness.My goodness.I never expect this from you.Seriously.You changed so much.Whateverlah ok.Just whatever.


I hate this part whereby she said "Just tell her that i didn't cut her line because there's no line."Eh perangai takmo fuck eh here.Talk wanna slang slang.Like ergh annoying.Seriously annoying.Kalau dah melayu tu,makan belacan kan,so berbual melayu.Aku bukannya orang cina or what kan.And kau bukannya matsalleh yang makan keju and then talk slang slang.Alamak.That's no good*shazuan essence*.Hancus man.Hancus.And i'm freaking ANNOYED!SUMPAH ANNOYED!

Life is no bed of roses.

I saw your new girlfriend the other day
And I expected for her to be so much more than she was
I checked out her style, the way she smiled
The way she moved, the things she said
The way she looked at me like, "I got yo' man"

She can't love you like I can
Her awful love just cant compare to what I have
She can't touch you like I do
because when she touch you, you pretend it's me and you
There's no way her love's as good as mine
There's no reason for you to waste your time

When we were together, you told me what you didn't like
And you went out and got exactly that type
Except that your new girl is nothing compared to me
Everything that she did wrong I always did right

She can't hold you like I can
Boy you a fool if you can't realize what you had
She can't feel you like I can
because I'm a girl that's always standin' by my man


And there's no way her love's as good as mine
There's no reason for you to waste your time
And there's no way her love's as good as mine
There's no reason for you to waste your time

Syarafina

I just never thought this would happen.
Seriously.But what now yeah?Thinking that
you're gonna fulfil that promises but promises
are always meant to be broken right?
Waiting for you and being stubborn despite
the fact that things are just going to go from bad
to worst?

Saying that you won't find a replacement
but what the hell are all these?
8 months gone just like that is it?
Is this a game that you are trying to play
with me?Is this a show that you've been putting up?
Is this an act that you are trying to show it to me?

Love?What's love?What is this all about?
After you showed me what love actually is all about,
you left me hanging like this and at the end i'm hurting.
Happy?Happy seeing me hurt?Happy seeing me in this manner?
I trusted you.I gave my love all to you.I was so faithful that
i didn't even notice guys around me.I was indeed too faithful.

Given what you have,i accept you with all my heart.
I see you as someone who is perfect even if you said that
you ain't perfect.But remember you did say imperfections make
that someone perfect.I never regret it.I never regret all those
times we had together.But i felt so hurt and i felt that i've
lost that confidence,strengths and hopes.

Another phase of love life gone.AGAIN YEAH.AGAIN.
And i just don't understand why you kept giving me
that reason saying that you felt inferior.
I just can't accept that.I just felt that it's
just an EXCUSE.GET THAT?EXCUSE OKAY.

But whatever it is.I have to be strong and face all this.
I took this path.The hard way.And i have to end it in this way.
And i just hope mum would not ask about all this cause i don't wish
for her to know about this bad news.Someone she adored so much left her
daughter like that.And i got no choice.I will have to fake a story to her
telling that everything is fine.Everyhing is fine.

It's gonna turn out to be my past soon.
There won't be any 26 june again.
Cause that 26 june doesn't love this girl anymore.
But i will always remember all the times and memories
we had last time.Just remember that Syarafina and *******
ever happened.And that was 26 june.26JUNE2009.

Dear ...

THANKS IDAH FOR LISTENING YESTERDAY.AND FIZA TOO YEAH.LOVE YOU GIRLS.





Tidak sukar untuk ku membaca hati mu
Bila mata lebih lantang bersuara
Apa ku percaya dedaun mekar di pepohon
Rupanya gugur di musim luruh

Dalam diam cinta telah merubah hati
Dalam diam persimpangan menanti
Bila berdampingan jalinan mesra tiada lagi
Tiada sinar kasih menyinari

Mungkin diri mu dah ada pengganti
Yang melukis senyuman hati mu dah dicuri
Mungkin juga diriku sudah menyusahkan
Tidak sempurna lagi apa itu kah di hati


Demi kasih kita katakanlah sayang
Hanya awan mendung yang kan menanti kita
Tak guna berpura jika hati tawar
Oh demi kasih kita ikhlaslah pada ku

Masihkah punya ruang di sudut hati mu
Atau dah tertutup pintu di hati mu
Katakan ku ingin tahu
Ingin tahu kerna masih sayangkan mu

Dah ku faham bibir enggan berbicara
Mungkin tak sanggup lihat ku kecewa
Setelah sekian lama impian di bina bersama
Namun takdir punya kisah berbeza

Tak terbayang pedih rasa di hati
Tak pernah ku alami tak bisa di ubati
Tanpa mu di sisi ku bagai hilang punca
Ku hilang segalanya hanya kau saja ku cinta



I called you yesterday not to waste your time.
I called you because i got something to share with you about ibu.
I thought you were at home but you were out with her.
So i guess i shouldn't disturb you then.