I'm not mad at you but indeed i do love you...

Basically today i had an ok schoolday.But damn it i was caught by the idiot discipline mistress for my skirt which i think it isn't short at all.The skirt reach to my knee cap for goodness sake.Damn stupid people.Bodoh setan.Then tomorrow have no choice but to wear another new skirt.Fuck!This is such a hassle.Will be having biology test tomorrow and me here am struggling memorising the notes and bla bla bla.
No art class tomorrow!woohoo.And yes everyone is looking forward for friday's sports carnival!It's gonna be great!Slept like piggy just now.Wth.I dunno why but i was so so tired.I couldn't open my eyes and i kept falling asleep again.Mum as usual nag nag nag.Whatever!



















I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby,can we make up now
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Cant sleep through the pain.


Your love was so gullible that i was taken for it.
There's nothing i could do but to just make you stay in my heart
and pray that god would change you cos you don't know how much i do care about you in my life...

You in my heart....

School today was ok i should say.And yeah its the start of term 2.Fuck term lah.The hell is going to start again.All over again man!Oh gosh.Me here can still go on blogging when i have a lot of sketches to settle.Well whatever.I need a break!Even holiday wasn't a holiday for me.WTF.Just hope school's gonna be okay tomorrow...













Jauh jarak kutempuh untuk cintaku
Walaupun seluruh resah di diri

Kubenci namun kurindu dalam lamunku
Selalu ada wajahmu menghiasi dinding hati

Kau dalam hatiku
Hanya engkau walau bukanlah kau yang pertama
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
namun ku mau

Dan kau bila hatimu
Sepertinya sama dengan hatiku
Paling tidak bisakah berdua
Selamanya kau dan aku

Love and Dilemma

ketika malam penuh bintang
di antara cahya temaram
kau beri aku kesejukan
tapi hatiku bimbang

aku ingin tapi ku tak bisa
apakah ini nyata atau mimpi belaka
ku takut rindu bila tak lagi bertemu
haruskah ku terima cinta yang dilema

kau tanya apakah ku bisa
membuka hatiku untukmu
ku tak bisa berkata kata
airmata yang bicara

sesungguhnya ku ingin dirimu
tuk cairkan hatiku yang beku
tapi aku belum siap
aku jadi dilema

aku tak mau menyakitimu
karna hati ini masih ragu
tapi aku butuh cinta
aku jadi dilema







Art was okay today.Was late...hehheeh perangai setan.hhaha.We were released early.Well thats good.I'm now all alone at home.Bored to death.Lucky Sheyra and ida online.If not i'll get sooo bored man.Need to finish up the next 7 batches of developments and up next will be layout proposal.Wah stress!Tomorrow there will be art class again....






Memang aku tak bisa namun rasa rindu masih berbekas dan dilema datang menjelma.
Hatiku masih beku dan belum siap untuk cintamu..
Aku takut akan rindu yang akan bertandang disaat hati inginkan cinta...

Sweetheart

Well i was so lethargic due to some activities i did today.And yah thanks Cik Khairiyah for the outing and of course the treat!Wooh i enjoyed a lot eventhough it rained cats and dogs.I love karaoka-ing with you cik yah.Seriously your voice is nice ok.Next time go again lah kay.We duet lagi lah lagu bila cinta di dusta.Lagu best!heheheh.FUCK SHIT!Tomorrow art lah deyy.I sure die!Still haven't finish my sketches.Damn it.Still can blog somemore..Fina fina.Sigh.Just hope everything's gonna be fine tomorrow.
























































































I didn't expect you to say that 3 words to me..
I shivered and triggered the moment you look deep in my eyes.
The moment you speak to me is the moment where i felt the sense of love that has touched my heart and soul.Sorry ****** i have to let go of my feelings cause it's not you that i'm in love with.I'm in love with someone else.And also i don't wanna deceive you by giving you hopes and not loving you but deceiving you.Yes you did touch my heart but you're not what you used to be.The old ******.The one whom i really treasured.You changed alot and it disappoints me.Not only me but the few others too.I just hope that you change for the better yeah.Insyallah.I'll pray for you and yeah your safety when doing your umrah on the 28th march.And on the 11th April,i wanna see the new you when you came back from umrah.I don't want you to bring back only oleh oleh from there but the old sweet ****** that has changed.That's what i want to see when you get back here.If you need help in reciting Al-quran,i can help you alright.Just anything for you as long as you change ok friend.Change for the better sayang.You are now my friend and will always will okay.

Holiday is here!!!!!

Yippey!Holiday is here!Yoohoo!Not so happy my dear fina.I'll be having my art
classes.So yah understand understood.Holiday is not going to be a holiday for me yah.Had art done just now with my peeps.Not really done.It's done halfway.So yah there's alot more to catch up.So yah i just hope that everything will go on smoothly as what i wished for.Really need to catch up on my other subjects rather then only art alone.So fina..work hard yeah...





I'M IN DILEMMA!





HURT ME AND TOYED WITH MY FEELINGS?JUST YOU WAIT!

Because of you.....

Think of it every second
I can't get nothing done,
Only concern is the next time, Im gonna get me some
Know I should stay away from, cause it's no good for me
I try and try but my obsession wont let me leave







Well school really is tiring i should say.Art is like my lover and the art room i should say its like my second bedroom.Everyday is just art for me i guess.Tiring yeah...Cancelled my outing with aishah due to some reasons.Aishah has to accompany her mum somewhere.So yah.Both of us had a lot to catch up on and yes i really missed you alot ok!!Seriously!Hmph for art...entahlah.i also dunno wanna take what pictures.Haisss..stress!stress!The pictures that miss mona ask me to take is like so merepek uh.Whateverlah...Art art art.And art!