If i had one wish..

This was supposed to be yesterday's post but i didn't had the time to do so.So ya.Trip to science centre was so so.Went to Body worlds.It was not bad either but i was feeling kinda lethargic on that day.Even Mrs Lim noticed it.But i told her i'm ok.So ya back to science centre.Miss Wong,my Biology teacher released us at 4 plus and yeah we went round science centre like 'JAKUN' people.Haha.But somehow yeah we enjoyed our trip there with my bio mates.They enlightened my day.Went IMM with my peeps and slacked at BAGUS till 7 plus and we head to Shaff's place since sheyra needs to take back something from shaff.Slacked till 9 plus at night.Reached home at 10 plus.Thats very late.So yah.Thats all i guess.Today,had a memorable time with farhain.Next time we go Tong Seng again alright?Hahaha.So thats all for today.Tuition tomorrow.So goodluck kay fina.Ok lol.Thats all then.












Credits to idahcullen&Seph


It's the 26th today.Sigh.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you

I can't live without you.

Started off my day with school of course.School wasn't okay at all today.Thinking about what happen during my english lesson make me regret having to choose this path.People just don't know what i'm going through and why i became like this.People just jump into conclusions.And getting to know that now the teachers in my school are talking about me really makes me feel so sucky.If you think that i'm just wasting your time and i'm just wasting my time then don't teach.What will you feel if somebody says this to you?

"I've heard alot about you from the teachers last year that you have been sleeping in class throughout the year and i dunno how come you are here in sec 5.And what have you been doing in school?And all the teachers are talking about you syarafina."

Like wth.And this is just a summary of it okay.I don't wanna write everything down here.It pisses me off.Yes i admit i've been sleeping throughout the year last year but she's like trying to put it in a way that i don't deserve to be in this school and be in sec 5.I know i just scrape through but this is not bringing me up.I just felt that she's trying to break me.Yes i know she's trying to push me and she wants the best for me.Sigh.Sometimes i wonder.I wonder why life is just like a battlefield?Not only life but also my love life.It's like i'm going through all this shits again and again.I just felt that life is so unfair.Definitely unfair for me.


I just want the old us back.If you get what i mean the old us back.The smile that you used to put it on my face.That smile.That laugh.But now,my face is just full of sadness,sorrows and tears.If only i could bring back that 11 september.The night of 11 september that we had....=(





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mengenangmu yang kini telah jauh

Biasanya aku tenang tidur
terbuaiku mengingat dirimu
mencintamu namun kau terlalu jauh

Kucuba lupakan dirimu
mengingatmu hancurkan hatiku

Dahulu seia sekata,
namun kini semua telah berlalu

Sayang kuingatkan dirimu....
bahawa ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu.

Angels cry

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
Remember we used to touch the sky


Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can our love be revived
Bring it back and we gonna make it right
I'm on the edge just trying to survive
As the angels cry

Limitless omnipresent
Kind of love couldn’t have guessed
It would just up and disappear in
The whirlwind

Here I am walking on this narrow rope
Wobbling but won't let go
Waiting for a glimpse of the sun's glow
I know I can stand just pull me back up
Like there ain’t no hurricane
It’s just us
I'm willing to live and die for our love
Baby we can get back that shine

Cause
Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love’s a gift
But we let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry


Baby I'm missing you
Don't allow our love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you




I took a quiz from Facebook about what my
birthday meant and say about me and its kinda true.

What does your day of birth say about you?

Nur Syarafina was born on a Saturday.

-Good looking and sexy.
-Faithful lover.
-Dominating personality.
-Ambitious towards life.
-Never give up spirit.
-Smart and well dressed.
-Forgiving nature.
-You like to enjoy life to the fullest.
-Outgoing.
-Industrious.

Through the rain

FRIDAY.
BAD DAY.
CRIED.
HEARTBROKEN.
SPEECHLESS.
PASSED OUT.

My last wish.

My weekends was great.Great as in GREAT.And i'm lazy for school tomorrow.Seriously lazy plus i'm having sunburns and its freaking pain.Oh gosh.Today's mood was off.Totally off.So whatever.And baby ayden came but he didn't cheer me up and again my mood is down.Down down down.That baby is so cranky today and i dunno why.Perangailah ayden today.So yah back to weekend.Went to East Coast and had bbq with my family.Sheyra came and all the way she was sleeping on my lap while waiting for her darling haziq to reach home.F turn up at midnight with his friend.While ya he met mum and ya.Everything went well.I really miss F alot.If only mum wasn't there i dunno what i'm gonna do to him.Ok shut up fina.No valentines for me this year.Kinda sad but sigh..I dun wanna say anything.And monday was a hell fun for me.SENTOSA with my people were so great.Eventhough i was being pushed into the water.Thanks eh indra.The water is freaking cold ok.COLD!But it was fun.So yah.Thats all i guess for now.






Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about


Late nights, playin' in the dark
And wakin' up inside my arms
Boy, you'll always be in my heart and
I can see it in your eyes
You still want it
So don't forget about us

Tears

I'm back updating my bloggy here.Things are different now.I dunno but it seems that everything are changing!The most drastic one is my family and of course my personal life.I dunno.When i woke up early in the morning,it's just like waking up from a sleep which are full of sorrows.Without me realising it,my eyes were filled with tears.And slowly it rolled down my cheeks.And i'm just so weak to go through all these alone.I just dun wanna cry anymore.I just find it irritating for me to start my day in school crying and tearing all the way.I really gotta be strong.I must.
And i really need you in my life..





Guy:Tell me, why are you crying?

Girl:Because I'm happy

Guy:And why are you so choked up?

Girl:From loneliness

Guy:And why are you squeezing my hand
So tightly
And your thoughts seem to be wandering?

Girl:I love you so much

Guy:Why?

Girl:Don't be so hard-headed,
Stop doubting me

Girl:Although in the future there's a large sky
I'm not afraid
I want to love you

Guy:Don't love me because you think I'm different

Girl:You don't think it's right
For us to spend this time together

Guy:Don't love me because I know what a lie it would be

Girl:If you don't think I deserve your love
Don't love me
I'm going to stay another day

Guy:Don't love me because I'm lost
Because I change the world
Because it's my destiny
Because I can't change
We are a mirror
And you are my reflection

Girl:Don't love me
To be dying in a war of regret and sad thoughts
Don't love me
Because in this world
This great love deserves to soar through the blue sky

Guy:I don't know what to say
That's the truth
If people want to want to hurt us, they will

Girl:If you and I part now
They don't matter
But in this world

Girl:Don't leave me

Guy:Don't listen when I say I don't love you

Girl:Don't love me
Stop breaking my heart with these "I don't love you"

Guy:Don't love me
Because my heart is breaking

Girl:That is useless
I will always love you

Guy:Don't love me
You have suffered enough
My heart has turned cold like a million winters

Girl:Don't love me
To forget about your gray days
I want you to always love me
You and I are changing
One with the other
And always together

Guy:This love is like the sun
That comes out after a storm
Like two comets in the same galaxy

Love from me to you.

The thought of you starts me trembling
A fire is raging deep inside my heart
I can still feel your body close to mine
The way you held me so tenderly
I still taste your kisses on my lips
Alone, I hunger for those kisses tonight
My mind recalls the words you spoke
The way your hands explored my body
The time spent with you passed quickly
but your loving has left a burning fire
A fire that only your love can put out and
I wait for your return with open arms.

I'm Sorry.

I'm back blogging.Had been very busy with life lately.School and everything.Sometimes i wish i could turn back the time.The best moments i had with my best people.In other words,HOLIDAYS!I wanna take a break man.Was at idah's crib yesterday.Took some pics.



To you baby.

Baby,i'm so sorry.
I never meant to hurt you.
I really appriciate your kindness.
And i couldn't get to repay all your kindness.
You know you meant the world to me.
It's my mistake i know.
I love you.I really do.
Please baby,I love you.
I need you in my life.




A silent ebony night
still no fear, no fright
coase I am not alone
There is someone who is known.
They are the tiny drops from the sky.
who are so pure that they connot deny
They quitely listen to all that we say then,
touch the earth or vanish in a bay.
I love to walk in the rain
cause no one can feel my pain.
No one can see me cry
cause tears mix with them and finally die.
I have zillions of such companions,
but still alone in the battalion.
Fighting against fear and lonliness,
And fatigue of the ruthless passiveness.
Will any one even come to ask?
To remove this fake cheerful mask.
Or these descended fays are the only one,
to support me in this lonely run.
Still my life leaves a question,
will anyone come to heal this repurcussion?
or i will also become like the drops from the sky,
and will mix with the earth and finally die.
Lonely, Lonely, Lonely forever...