Early morning torture.

I woke up at 7 am today.WTH my mum yeah woke up so early.
I head home and slept back.And i woke up at 11.35pm.
I dreamt of sheyra.I swear i was going to cry when i dream of her.
I'm so bored today.I'm currently on the phone with Fir.
Luckily there's you to cheer up my day today.
And tomorrow's school.I'M SO NOT READY FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW!
I still wanna enjoy my holidays but what to do..hmph.







A.D.S,

You texted me yesterday.
i was so shocked that my heart
was like being pumped out.
I wasn't expecting you to ask
me out.But again it didn't happen again.
You didn't get back to me.
I was heartbroken.
I thought i was able to let you go.
But i know i couldn't.
My heart is bleeding profusely.
I missed you.
I missed you.
I do,LOVE.

Ular berbisa.

Shopping with aunt was awesome.
Thanks for the treat anyway.
We both went Orchard and ya it was
totally a hot day man.As usual ya.
Firstly we headed to robinsons.
Go find shoe.But my aunt change her mind
and wanted to buy bag.So yah she decided
that we head to Takashimaya.A memory place jyeah.
Okay,i was praying hard hoping not to bump into him
or else i guess i would break into tears.And god really
answered my prayers.I didn't manage to bump into him.
Phew.And ya the retail shoe place was under renovation too.
So yah.I could still remember the first time my eyes met his and
my heart melts and the world was like spinning around me at that time.
I missed you but you became part of my history dear.
Okay enough of flashbacks fina.
Back to shoppings.Ya we head towards Far East and had our meal at Sakura.
We then bought accesories,shoes,pierre cardin lingerine and yes my aunt
did buy that $200 plus bag.
Satisfied already bused back home and sleep.

Life is so unpredictable.

Fina is back!Okay NO art and yes of course i'm so happy!
I still left my A4 layout which is totally not completed yet.
So yah maybe i'll do it on weekend i guess..hehs.If only i'm not lazy.
School is opening soon and GOODBYE holidays and welcome back hell room
and classes.I bet i will have to rush through my work and of course those
damn hell DEADLINES for my bloody coursework!I didn't even touch any of
my notes or even books man!N LEVELS FINA!WAKEUP SAYANG OI!
And i missed all my girlfriends man!Ohya Shaff we'll go out somedays with your cornhole babes alright.

Go to hell with Father's Day!

My plans of going to sentosa or i should say the siloso beach party was cancelled.Thanks to dad eh.Fuck uh my didn't allow me.And i missed the fun lah.Sialan.whatever i'm so pissed off.And dad,GO TO HELL WITH FATHER'S DAY!















Dad.this is the worst father's day you're gonna get.
If you think that by hitting me is gonna make me a better person,
you are totally wrong!
Ok fine!But if i did something bad one day,DON'T EVER BLAME ME!
I HATE YOU!

Say My Name.

Beach party is just a few days ahead.Err..i dunno why i kept thinking about it.Okay whatever stop thinking about it.I'm not really looking forward to it as i didn't tell mum about it yet.I mean i have to lie to her again.Oh man.Hope everything turns out right.Cause i wanna go there badly.I've been listening to 98.7fm and had been listening to DJ Soo keep repeating her lines reminding about the saturday beach party.Today just rot at home.Cancelled tuition due to some reasons.Yes tomorrow no art.I haven't touch any of my art stuffs man.I'm dead.Totally i tell you.





Why is it that you are the one that was kept in my heart?
I hate myself for loving you.
I took things too seriously i guess.
It's kinda heart-aching to see you sad.
Even when you belonged to someone you are not happy.
Come on do cheer up.

Danny's survey!

1.If we were to look in your text inbox, what would we find?
` 937 messages from my deary friends.

2.Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to text back?
` Yes it does cause i'm the impatient type when comes to messaging.

3.What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
`Bump into my secret lover?how about that.hahaha.

4.Why are you single?
`Cause i'm not in relationship and not yet ready to have one unless i found one
that is sincere,loving and....

5.Do you have plans this saturday?
`YES!PARTY WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS AT SILOSO!!!!

6.What's on your mind just now?
` Err..Beach party at siloso.

7.Whose number on your speed dial?
`Err...nobody.

8.With whom do you wanna be to have fun?
`Of course with my love ones!

9.When was the last time you went out?
`Yesterday.School and out with mum to IMM.

10.What do you hate the most for now?
`Extra classes in School.Not enough holidays!

11.What do you wanna do for now?
`Wanna sleep and be in my LALA LAND.

12.What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
`Tv and also computer of course.

Happy 18th birthday Syahmi!

Happy advanced 18th birthday Syahmi.Yah it was suppose to be tomorrow but i'm lazy to blog tomorrow.hehehe.So yah wishing you all the best in everything you do be it your studies or other things.Ohya your motorbike license too.And yah i always want to see that warmth smile of yours on your face every single day of your life.So yah hope you have fun on your birthday.And yes i'll see you there on 20th June at Siloso beach.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

The truth is....

I woke up at 9.30am today but yeah i slept again till 11.30am.I did had enough rest but my body and arms are aching.Maybe because of piggybacking idah yesterday.Hehe.
I'm strong jyeah.Now i've got a very good reason to tell mum about my outing on 20th June.Beach party wooh!My darling is going to be there too.See you there okay.Today had tuition at 2.I swear its soooooooo hot that i feel like dying.Perspiring like shit.Now i'm at home and later dunno where mum bringing me to.So yah.

Sebentuk hati buat kekasihku.

Well today basically i had my O level mother tongue paper.Was ok for the first paper.Luckily i did not do my malay composition as in meleret leret the story.It was quite fine.But came a disaster when it comes to paper 2.Wa piang eh.Kefahaman open ended merepek pe soalan.Aiyo.But i did try my best at least.Ok done with that and we had an hour session with Cikgu Zainab.Thanks Cikgu belanja makan.Hee.Tired.Seriously i am.Plus sleepy of course as i slept late.I slept at 2am.Stupid right?Silly fina.As always uh me.Accompanied Ain and idah to IMM.Chilled for a while and i bused home and both of them trained home.Piggyback idah from IMM entrance till to the road there.Hey you lose weight is it?You very light uh.I mean compared to last time i piggyback you at Melaka there.Hehehehe.Today was such a tiring day.Sumpah demi allah i'm tired giler.Ok maybe i'll be sleeping after this and go back to my dreamland.
An tomorrow....ENGLISH ORAL!No break at all!OMG!










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