Friday, August 29, 2008

It's Teachers Day!

Teachers day was so much fun today.I had lots of fun throwing the water bombs at each other.Yeah it was fun.The party breakfast was good i should say.Thanks to Wan and Huda.And to Huda,thanks for the ride ok.Thank you so much.And yah it was freaking fun.Was attacking the 3A2!!!Muahahha.funny seh.But merepek uh 3A2 campak cake.Leftover pulak tu.budget sak.Sorry no offence 3A2!And yah i had lots of fun.Then headed home and bathe,change and went to my primary school.Met Shasha and Atika.They're my primary school mates.Rindu seh.After seeing our teachers,the three of us went to Mcdonalds.Had our meals and headed home.




P/S:Pictures will be uploaded soon!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

For you,my friend.


“As I look back on all that's happened..growing up, growing together, changing you, changing me there were times when we dreamed together, when we laughed and cried together. As I look back on those days, I realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be gone forever..and whatever the future holds, our todays make the memories of tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold.”

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Are You The One that i've fallen in love with?


Am i in Love?
Have i fallen for him?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
-Munchkin

Monday, August 25, 2008

Am i such a failure?


I dunno if i'm such a failure.Every single thing and every single moment is just too hurtful.And me.I'm such a failure.I can't even let go of all these.Sometimes i do feel like running away.Far away from here.Mom just nagged at me.And it hurts me so much when she says that she regret having me living with her all this while.She regret giving birth to me.I just felt that i don't even belong here.It really hurts me deeply inside when she blurt it out.How much more must i endure?It's just too much for me.My heart is hurting even more every single day.And it really kills me inside.Why is it that i am the one who has to face all these?Why?Why is it that i have to go through all these painful and hurtful moments when i shouldn't have?





Have you ever been hurt

and the place tries to heal a bit,

and you just pull the scar off it

over and over again?

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Rain Rain go away....

Today raining cats and dogs.My family decided to go out and have dinner.Everything was in a mess at first.But then everything turns out well when we're heading home.It's like 3 days i didn't use the computer.Super boring.Now i'm like having sore throat.Having a slight headache.Gahh.Haven't finish my art some more.Whateverlah.Don't care uh.Sleepy already.I think i have to stop here.I felt so lazy seh.Dun feel like going to school tomorrow.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Unspeakable Secret.

In life we all have an unspeakable secret, an irreversible regret, an unreachable dream and an unforgettable love....Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.
Today life for me was quite okay i guess.School's becoming boring time and again with those sucky subjects.I missed Rafidah and Sheyra.Idah,get well soon okay.Sheyra,aku rindu kau.Yeah as per normal,today after school there's EP.Still the same bloody SEX talk.It's super boring okay.Anyway it's not important to me.I don't give a damn shit about it.And to kak Fina thanks for being there for me when i need you.Happy Birthday Syafiqah Nawawi.God bless you my dear.And also good luck for your upcoming 'O' Level Exams. Love ya Gorgeous!Now listening to Mariah Carey songs and going to bed in a few minutes time..Zzzzzzzzz.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Thursday, August 14, 2008


School was okay today.Had no problems with it.Was so tired after a long day of lessons and yeah there's EP just now.Wth!The talk is so damn merepek and yeah tak perlu also.The talk is about Aids,HIV and whatever shit.I wasn't really paying attention cause i was sleepy at that time.Hah tomorrow got Poa.Then after school need to see miss mona!Aiyoh!So troublesome....Urgh!Just can't stand my parents.It's so irritating ok.Whateverlah.I think i shouldn't elaborate then.Whateverlah.I don't give a damn shit about it.Sometimes i felt so useless.It's so useless being their child.I think i'm just a problem to them.Well i'm feling so devastated and upset.Why must my life turnout this way.I don't like it this way.And everyday life is just so Sucky for me.Urgh.I'm just so Fed-up!Trust me.If life goes on like this everyday,I could GO CRAZY!
I just things to go back as per normal and like what i've wished for.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

I miss you Munchkin!




Today school was ok.Hah tomorrow geog test.Wth!Still need to continue copying the whole chapter 8!Urgh!Fed up!I missed Natasha.She won't be in school for a week due to NATIONAL CAMP.Hope she's doing fine cause i really missed her eventhough i didn't really show it.Munchkin,I missed you alot.It's been a long time since we had along chat over the phone.Munchkin,i will always love you like i used to.No matter what happens i will always be there for you.And i love that Eiffel Tower!
Let this girl in this picture tells you how much she misses Munchkin

Monday, August 4, 2008

Fina

Ok today i felt so tired.After following Kak Sharfina,i went back home.Did some revisions.Was totally worn out.Took my medicine and now felt a little dizzy and sleepy.So stress with life.Mom everyday kept nagging.School totally sucks okay.Just hate it.This coming friday there will be footprint.Yeah it's gonna be a very long day.Later at night i will be having night cycling.Okay that's gonna be so much fun.It's gonna be the whole day.Wooh.Can't wait.Counting down the days now.OMG!Just can't wait for it man!And yeah i just love Nicole PCD.She's Hottt!!!





Saturday, August 2, 2008

I'm lost for words....

Life has been so unfair to me.
I just don't understand this situation.
Life has been so dull and i just can't
take it anymore.
What should i do?
It's too tiring and i think that it's just
too much for me to handle.
Well maybe i'm just going through
the phase of life.
Life isn't as wonderful as last time.
Life isn't as what i wanted.
In a split second,it's gone.
Just for a moment,its gone.
Now,everything's gone.