Syarafina

I just never thought this would happen.
Seriously.But what now yeah?Thinking that
you're gonna fulfil that promises but promises
are always meant to be broken right?
Waiting for you and being stubborn despite
the fact that things are just going to go from bad
to worst?

Saying that you won't find a replacement
but what the hell are all these?
8 months gone just like that is it?
Is this a game that you are trying to play
with me?Is this a show that you've been putting up?
Is this an act that you are trying to show it to me?

Love?What's love?What is this all about?
After you showed me what love actually is all about,
you left me hanging like this and at the end i'm hurting.
Happy?Happy seeing me hurt?Happy seeing me in this manner?
I trusted you.I gave my love all to you.I was so faithful that
i didn't even notice guys around me.I was indeed too faithful.

Given what you have,i accept you with all my heart.
I see you as someone who is perfect even if you said that
you ain't perfect.But remember you did say imperfections make
that someone perfect.I never regret it.I never regret all those
times we had together.But i felt so hurt and i felt that i've
lost that confidence,strengths and hopes.

Another phase of love life gone.AGAIN YEAH.AGAIN.
And i just don't understand why you kept giving me
that reason saying that you felt inferior.
I just can't accept that.I just felt that it's
just an EXCUSE.GET THAT?EXCUSE OKAY.

But whatever it is.I have to be strong and face all this.
I took this path.The hard way.And i have to end it in this way.
And i just hope mum would not ask about all this cause i don't wish
for her to know about this bad news.Someone she adored so much left her
daughter like that.And i got no choice.I will have to fake a story to her
telling that everything is fine.Everyhing is fine.

It's gonna turn out to be my past soon.
There won't be any 26 june again.
Cause that 26 june doesn't love this girl anymore.
But i will always remember all the times and memories
we had last time.Just remember that Syarafina and *******
ever happened.And that was 26 june.26JUNE2009.