Us

Today was like a SUEY day for me.Why?Firstly i missed a bus.Then the train.And i was LATE for school.Fucker!Very suey sia!Sheyra didn't turn up for school.You bubble me uh you.I was so called alone in school okay today.Members all go home.And left me and indra.Lucky there's him.If not i dunno what i'm gonna do in school.I am like stalking him sia.While waiting for art lesson the both of us took some pictures.Then ya Miss Mona was shocked to see me in school.But whatever.I used her comp and surf the net.Bla bla bla.At 2.30pm sharp i went for detention.Loner sia.I slept all the way!Baik pe!Hahahaha.Ok gtg.Mum needs me!Bye!

Life isn't the same without you.

I'm feeling so demoralise and things weren't the same like what it used to be.Like what i want it to be.You left me just like that and it saddens me that you really test my patience yesterday.And why is that so?Do you know i was so hurt.I still remember on the night of 11 september.The moment when we hugged and the moment that i almost broke down you did promise and assured me that this won't be last time.And now what?It all ended just like that.Come on.What's happening man!And this silly me here just can't stop crying!WTF lah!Just why i have to go through this bloody phase again?

Perjumpaan Hari Raya 2009

Perjumpaan hari raya with madrasah friends was awesome and sorry to post about it 3 days after the event.Busy lah okay.N levels.So yah.Let the pictures tells the story.








































Walaupun mulutku pernah bersumpah
Tak sudi lagi jatuh cinta
Wanita seperti diriku pun ternyata
Mudah menyerah

Walaupun kau bukan titisan dewa
Ku takkan kecewa
Karna kau jadikan ku sang dewi
Dalam taman surgawi

Mr 26 June 2009

To you Mr 26 june.




If you are reading this i think you should know who you are.It's been almost 4 months we knew each other and you are the best thing that had ever happen to me.I still remember the first time that we talked on the phone.We shared so many things.And i still remember we talked on the phone till 5am.And the next day 7am.It's like never ending talking to you.You were just amazing.I missed that so much but there's nothing i could do now.I've lost you.I've lost everything from you.On 11th september was the best day ever.We met up and on that day i just felt that i really belong to you and the world is just like spinning around me.And every touch from you was just like magic to me.And i lost all that now.There is just so much memories i had with you eventhough it happened for a short time.Frankly speaking you are a great guy.It's hard for me to find a replacement.A person like you is just so great.With the personality that makes me fall for you.The love we shared all these while.It's just like a dream come true.There's just too much to list about you here.I kept reaping and my heart is just tearing apart.You gave me so much confidence and guide me through all along without fail.You sacrificed and make time for me.You take the risk and i know it wasn't easy on your part.I fall in love with you not because of any motive but i'm really pleased with the way you are.I felt that my happiness is with you.But now everything is broken.I can't help it but i just couldn't stop crying whenever i sit alone reminiscing about the best time we had.Looking at our photos that we took really breaks my heart.I just miss you so much.If you could still remember the phonecall.That phonecall.We sang on the phone.We listened to songs.It was our favourite.Our mum love the same songs.It was a coincidence.We sang along till 4am in the morning.I still remember how you bring up and build up confidence in me.Now there's no more sayang.No more baby.No more darling.No more hugs and kisses.No more love between you and me.And i love you.I do.So much.I just want you back.I JUST WANT YOU BACK.I just hope you don't forget about us.The memories.




I just hope you still remember these lines that
you used to say to me...

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dan sebanyak bintang yang berkerdipan di dada langit...

Dilemma

Today was so called the last day of school.Yessa!At last i'm free from school.Tired man!Art and N levels are back.Argh!Mug Mug Mug!Well,its okay.Suffer now.Enjoy later!And i can't wait for that man!By then i will be havoc-ing my life man!To the fullest!I'm tired and i wanna sleep okay.Goodbye dunia!











No matter what I do
All I think about is you
Even when I'm with my Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you