Mr 26 June 2009

To you Mr 26 june.




If you are reading this i think you should know who you are.It's been almost 4 months we knew each other and you are the best thing that had ever happen to me.I still remember the first time that we talked on the phone.We shared so many things.And i still remember we talked on the phone till 5am.And the next day 7am.It's like never ending talking to you.You were just amazing.I missed that so much but there's nothing i could do now.I've lost you.I've lost everything from you.On 11th september was the best day ever.We met up and on that day i just felt that i really belong to you and the world is just like spinning around me.And every touch from you was just like magic to me.And i lost all that now.There is just so much memories i had with you eventhough it happened for a short time.Frankly speaking you are a great guy.It's hard for me to find a replacement.A person like you is just so great.With the personality that makes me fall for you.The love we shared all these while.It's just like a dream come true.There's just too much to list about you here.I kept reaping and my heart is just tearing apart.You gave me so much confidence and guide me through all along without fail.You sacrificed and make time for me.You take the risk and i know it wasn't easy on your part.I fall in love with you not because of any motive but i'm really pleased with the way you are.I felt that my happiness is with you.But now everything is broken.I can't help it but i just couldn't stop crying whenever i sit alone reminiscing about the best time we had.Looking at our photos that we took really breaks my heart.I just miss you so much.If you could still remember the phonecall.That phonecall.We sang on the phone.We listened to songs.It was our favourite.Our mum love the same songs.It was a coincidence.We sang along till 4am in the morning.I still remember how you bring up and build up confidence in me.Now there's no more sayang.No more baby.No more darling.No more hugs and kisses.No more love between you and me.And i love you.I do.So much.I just want you back.I JUST WANT YOU BACK.I just hope you don't forget about us.The memories.




I just hope you still remember these lines that
you used to say to me...

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