I just dunno why but my life seems to turn out unLUCKY.I'm so frustrated with my results firstly.And yeah its fucking atrocious.Seriously it is.Believe it or not more than half people failed english.Fuck.What the hell man.And whats more another hell is waiting for me next week.What else if its not for teacher-parents meeting session.Damn.I dunno how mum will react.I'm just afraid that she get too shocked that something might happen to her.Oh god please.Don't bring hell to me seriously.I just had enough of it.And enough is enough.I'm tired of it.I really am.Sometimes i just felt that the end of it is better.Sometimes i feel like running away from all these.I may put on a smile but its just a fake smile of mine.Too many things happen and too many distractions had happened and because of that i became like this.No time for crying and regrets because there's still an O LEVEL paper waiting for me.Malay O levels coming in just less than a week.Come on jiayou Fina!Tomorrow madrasah.WTH.Time really flies and days pass so quickly.Family outing at west coast park was okay.It's just that i dunno why my cuzzie just won't talk to me.Come on cuzzie.It really is not you just now.Well whateverlah.Asalkan kau bahagia lah nak.
Maybe you might be thinking that i'm strange.
Yes i might be.
When i get the news from your mouth my heart broke
a million pieces.
Maybe you never knew that i had given portion of
my heart to you.
Maybe you never knew that it's you that i've fallen for.
I'm so sorry if i have to react in a manner that is not me.
Not the real me.Not the real Syarafina Shahreen.
Shocked to see that you actually cared about my self-being.
You could even sense something is wrong with me.
I am very quiet and not talkative?
I'm like avoiding you?
Strange with it?Worried?
Yes i used to be so talkative to you but i'm not now.
Cause i dont want history to repeat itself.
I love you but i don't wanna hurt myself.
I don't want to put any hopes cause i knew
you are like one in a million stars that i've been wishing for.
A star that i've been trying to grab for.
You now belonged to someone.
And i don't know why i'm feeling so sad and upset.
I just have to let you go.I really have to.
Eventhough it's hard.I just have to no matter what.
I have to get on with life with another person.
I'll always pray for your happiness like i always do.
And lastly to her,
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love and never hurt him.
Cause he is the best loving,charming and caring guy that i've ever known.
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