Am i such a failure?

I dunno if i'm such a failure.Every single thing and every single moment is just too hurtful.And me.I'm such a failure.I can't even let go of all these.Sometimes i do feel like running away.Far away from here.Mom just nagged at me.And it hurts me so much when she says that she regret having me living with her all this while.She regret giving birth to me.I just felt that i don't even belong here.It really hurts me deeply inside when she blurt it out.How much more must i endure?It's just too much for me.My heart is hurting even more every single day.And it really kills me inside.Why is it that i am the one who has to face all these?Why?Why is it that i have to go through all these painful and hurtful moments when i shouldn't have?

Have you ever been hurt

and the place tries to heal a bit,

and you just pull the scar off it

over and over again?