Denting

Yesterday accompanied mum to Arab Street.And guess what she bought kain for raya next year.Wth.Kanchong right?I know.It was raining also and i was so scared man.The sounds of thunder and lightning really scares me off that i broke down when i hugged cikya.Cikya was shocked to see me that scared.Well there's also other reasons that i broke down.I don't wanna state it here.Let me keep it to myself.Met Idah darling to pass her leggings and ya chilled for a while at Mcdonalds.And home sweet home after that.And today i went for madrasah and sadly my darling fizah isn't here.But it's okay.Miss you babe.Anyway goodluck for your papers tomorrow!Baby Ayden is reaching soon so yah i gotta go now.Bye.Hopefully baby ayden can cheer kak fina up today okay?


























*I just wanna have the last
outing with you.As promised.

To Mr 26 June

A song that captured my heart and made me cry even when listening to it.
And i hope you know well how much heartbroken i felt.Terribly heartbroken.
Everything in this song says it all.And i miss the sweet moments i had with you
and letting it go is not easy at all.Seriously it's not.Just so as you know you are very special and important in my heart and everything was gone just like that.Everything was taken away from me.The one that i cherished the most and loved the most in my life.....


Dingin malam yang menyelubungi
Hening sayu dalam hati
Berbicara bersendirian

Ku rasa resah
Selama dibuai rindu
Pada cinta yang terlalu
Terpendam di dalam hayalan

Kan ku leraikan impian indah
Kepadanya ku berserah
Mungkin tak daya
Ku tawan cinta yang sama

Dinginnya getaran asmara
Sentuhan mula bermadah
Ku tak bisa juarai
Jiwa yang ku tak punya

Dinginnya bila kau berkata
Ruang buatku tiada
Memoriku gengamilah
Biarkan aku beralah

Dalam hatiku tiada dendam
Walau impian semalam
Masih mekar dalam ingatan

Kan ku leraikan impian indah
Kepadanya ku berserah
Mungkin tak daya
Tawan cinta yang sama

Memoriku genggamilah
Biarkan aku beralah...










Even if you are a million miles away
I can still feel you in my bed
near me, touch me, feel me

Just for you

Farhain.Kamu suka ya sama ini lagu?Sedih banget ya?Aku tahu.Aku sampai nangis sia.
Emosi banget deh gue ni.Ok nothing to blog about today.Bored,hurt and tired.So bye people!





Telah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya

Salahku mencintai dirinya saat jauhku terpisah
Darimu,Dan hadirnya menyentuh hatiku,
Untuk cintainya,
Hatiku pun inginkannya,
Hingga runtuh setiaku kepada dirimu

Kusakiti hatimu yang tulus mencintaiku….

Maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
Karena kuterhanyut mencintai dia
Inilah salahku yang memberi ruang
Didalam hatiku tuk mencintainya…

terhanyut jiwa ini, terjatuh dihatinya

Bersamammu

Jangan di ucap selamat tinggal
Pada diriku
Yang menantikanmu
Telah kau tunaikan seribu janji
Satu kau mungkiri hidup bersamaku

Tidakkah kau kasihan kepadaku
Yang mengharapkan cintamu
Mengalir airmataku
Merintih dalam pilu
Bila kau berlalu

Serikan semula
Mahligai hati yang lara
Bertahun lama ku tunggu
Bertaut cinta yang satu

Berikanku cinta
Sembuhkanlah luka lama
Selagi kasih membara
Kan ku setia selamanya

Jangan diucapkan perpisahan
Sayup suaramu
Mengirimkan rindu

Pasrahku didalam kerinduan
Kasih kepadamu
Sering di hatiku…



I was just browsing into some of the malaysian artiste photos and i love this the most.She's freaking gorgeous okay.I wanna be like her can?













To you:
I'm so sorry.I dunno what's wrong with it.
I feel so guilty here.Once again i'm sorry.

Ring the alarm baby!

Sometimes i wonder why people won't cherish their love ones.Well there's a reason behind it i guess.But hmph i dunno.If it happens to me i'll cherish my beloved one.I swear i will.Cause i know how it feels like when somebody is being treasured,cared and loved.Too bad i don't have all that.Maybe one day.One fine day yeah.So please people!Cherish your love ones okay!Hopefully.Alright.Back to business!I had a super long day today!Woke up early in the morining eventhough i was super sleepy due to late night calls from baby.Started off by doing household chores.Do what i'm suppose to do.And at that moment i just felt so lethargic that i could just pass out anytime.Met dear at platform.I thought i was gonna be late but it turns out that he is late by a few mins which is alright.Passed him whatever that i should and we went seperate ways.Waited for Ain.Bumped into indra and we chatted while waiting for my dear princess to reach.Went to gym.Mum let me go.Gym was okay today.Had dinner after that.Bused back home.I was so tired and i slept in the bus.Tomorrow will be a new day for me.And dear.I miss you alot okay.I just find you cute just now.Hahaha.Fina RANDOM YAW!Hahaha.Love you dear.Nites!