Elegi sepi

Saat mentari beradu
Rembulan pun bertamu
Hatiku menjadi sayu
Dalam kesamaran waktu

Mengapakah rinduku
Masih ada dalam kalbu
Sedangkan cinta itu sudah berlalu

Mungkinkah rasa bersalah
Masih menghimpit jiwa
Kerana terlalu tega
Membuatmu terluka

Dikau yang begitu setia
Tabah hadapi segala
Namun ku menjadi alpa
Kesal akhirnya


Aku pinta kepadamu
Maafkanlah kesilapanku
Aku tahu kau dan aku
Tidak mungkin akan menyatu

Apa yang tertinggal kini
Kesedaran di hati
Yang kan tetap bersemadi
Menjadi elegi sepi

Oh biarlah doa tulusku
Mengiringi jalanmu
Kan menebus khilafku
Terhadapmu

You belong with me.

Well yesterday was the most tiring day ever.I swear it is.End school at 12.40pm and the 5 of us head to city hall.The weather was extremely hot.Ate at Long John Silver.Sorry Sheyra dear if i mess up your uniform.hehehe.We had a long walk to esplanade.It's very very tiring and i perspire like fuck!Head home at 4 plus going 5pm.Took train home of course.The 3 of us sat on the floor.Since we were so tired so yah we didn't care about the surroundings and sat on the floor.Chatted all the way eventhough we were so worn out.Idah stop it uh babe.Cubit peha aku kes takmo kasi chance eh.With the mimik muka kau.Aduh.Funny sia!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Mcm budak minds.Hehehehehe.Sorry i'm joking aje kay.Ok then bused back home with Sheyra.Reached home at 6pm.I quickly bathe cause i have an appointment with someone.Bla bla bla i reached home at 10 plus.Mum standard uh.Lecture a bit then i go sleep.So yah that was the most tiring friday.And today was ok.But tired after people come visit my house.So yah thats all.And Fizah i miss you babe!

The Sweet Escape

Woke up at 9 am today.That was super early man.I was forced to wake up of course.Helped mum with housework.I was sleepy and i'm a bit cranky but ya i still have to help mum.Gosh!I still haven't buy my contact lens and blusher.Argh!Mummy besok gi beli uh like this.Idah is at town already.Shoppings shoppings shoppings.Fuck sia.Teacher called home and ask why i didn't attend school.Tak pasal pasal kene lecture by my mum.Ok whatever.

Jangan Pisahkan Aku Dan Dia.

Had school today.I was feeling tired.Due to some reasons.Slept during malay lesson.Lessons today were okay except for maths.Miss Koh kept picking on me today and i dunno why is that so.Ok whatever!Art themes will be out tomorrow!Haisz!I heard it's gonna be hard.Gosh!I need help man like this.Tsk.I cannot stand it man.I'm having stomach cramps now.Hari raya is just a few days ahead and everything is almost ready.Ok thats all for today.And i missed my baby.

Shoppings!

I reached home early today but bloody fuck lah!My house key is not with me and there's no one at home!Bodohkan!I sit outside and almost fall asleep!Fuck.Spoil my mood man!And half and hour later,my dearest silly brother came home muka slumber bacin!Setan Gondols betollah!I slept once i sat on my bed.Tengah sedap-sedap mimpi then my mum came home and asked me to bathe and we're going to go out SHOPPING!I wasn't in the mood for shopping today cause i'm so tired i dunno why is that so.Gila lah kau Fina!Ok whatever.Saw Hazwan and Huda at Bus-stop.Took 143 and slept again.Reached Vivo and we shopped like nobody business.I got myself Victoria Secrets Perfume,Charles and Keith High heels and M.A.C compact.I still need to buy blusher,lipgloss,eyeliners.Need another round of shopping man!Ok i'm tired now.I need my rest and sleep!BYE!


I just find this song nice and i like it.


Cinta Yang Ku Duga - Stacy

Walau hatiku pedih
ku rasa sendiri kepedihan
kesakitan hati ku menangis
rintihan jiwa yang terus merana

Walau ku sendirian
ku renangi lautan yang dalam
tiada siapa sudi perhatikan
itu yang ku duga selama ini

Kesakitan cinta yang melanda ku
menghentikan degupan rindu
yang hampir bernyawa
kecewa yang tiada terhingga
bila mendengar berita kau tak cintaiku

Kini ku fahami erti cintamu
kau hanya bernyawakan patung
dalam dirimu
kecewa melanda dihati
mengapa begini yang aku hadapi
kekasihku...

You are forgiven

I missed my comp alot.Hehehehe.I slept at granny's house yesterday.Well ya Ayden Iman came today!I missed him alot.He's such a cute adorable baby!And thanks Aunt Raiha for the kuih Sujee,Choc Chips and honey cornflakes.Semua sedap!Raya is just a few days ahead and i still haven't buy my shoes and my make-ups.Darn!Haish.Ohya i still haven't get ready for school tomorrow!School School School!Ok later nak tengok Ungu di Kota Singa.My mum minat gila Ungu or what sia.Dalam diam eh my mum.Ok thats all for today!














I dunno why but ya i just felt so useless.Like why am i always get picked on?Just what did i do wrong.Okay i know it is a joke but sometimes some things people can't just joke around.But nevermind.It's okay.You are forgiven.I won't take it to heart since you are the best mate ever from primary school till now.

Fever all thru the night....

I didn't have a good nice sleep yesterday.I dunno why.Maybe too tired i guess.Hahaha.Well well today basically i've got nothing to do.Raya is coming and exams are coming too.N levels sayang oi!Will be heading to nenek house later!Meet my cuzzie all!Missed them alot.







The way you looked me right in your eyes
makes me feel so secured.
The way you hug me tight in your arms
makes me feel that i am yours.
The way you kissed me makes me feel
feverish and loved you more.

And i missed your smell baby.

Aku tak mahu sendiri.

Had tuition today.Well i was like dazing while doing my maths problems.Haiss.Couldn't help it man.I'll be going out tomorrow.Diam eh Sheyra you make me laugh sia.And korang jahat you know.Prank prank aku.Kesian aku.Buat terkejut aje.Nasib tak kene heart attack tadi time cross road.So yah goodnight world.Aku mahu ngorok ya!Da-da.And indra bukan cincin batu eh.Cincin ni lagi berharga okay?hahaha








Sejak Ia pergi dari hidupku
ku merasa sepi
dia tinggalkan ku sendiri
tanpa satu yang pasti


aku tak tau harus bagaimana
aku merasa tiada berkawan
selain dirimu
selain cintamu

Kirim aku malaikatmu
biar jadi kawan hidupku
dan tunjukan jalan yang memang
kau pilihkan untukku

Kirim aku malaikatmu
karena ku sepi berada di sini
dan di dunia ini
aku tak mau sendiri

tanpa terasa aku
teteskan air mata ini
yang tiada berhenti
mengiringi kisah di hati



I just find Ashraf and Bunga so sweet man!

Love songs

Well now basically i am chatting with Nurul Umirah.Nice blog she have just like the person itself.Pretty as ever.And guess what!I lost my ring!Ya Allah macam nak nak nangis ni skrg.Where the hell i misplace it man.Tsk.Sedih pe.Tak pernah hilang lah!Apelah nasib!Hais.Sedih banget ini!I slept like pig sia just now.Omg lah.I slept at 2pm and woke up at 6.30pm.Too tired i guess.Slept late mah.Gara-gara orang tu uh.Nyenyenye.Hahahaha.Joking okay.Okay thats all for today.

Fina Belia Usiamu...

Today was ok.Started off with madrasah.As usual Fina is always late!Standard ya huh.Hujan lebat you know!Bored man!My dearest has not been responding since morning till like now.Well nevermind.You're tired so yah its okay.Chatted with Syahmi just now.A long chat though.Catching things up with him since we didn't get to like chat that long.Missed you though.Well forget about her alright.If you love her forget her.I mean like she had enough of sufferings and what now she got a boyfriend already and from what i remembered you saying that you won't disturb a girl who is in relationship right?So be a good boy ok.You will find yours soon and i'll pray for your happiness alright.Eventhough ya alot of things had occured but ya i'm stilla good friend okay.Ohya i gotta rush now cause my baby Ayden Iman is coming!Missed him man.And Goodluck to all N levels students taking N levels mother tongue paper tomorrow!And looking at the ciggs in the cupboard really tempts me.

Seputih Hati

Kirimkan aku sebuah cinta yang amat susah
untuk dilupakan kerana hidup tanpa seorang
insan yang disayangi itu amat payah untuk digambarkan.


Berikan aku seorang insan yang mampu
berikan kebahagiaan dan cintai aku
umpama menyayangi sebuah nyawa.


Tinggalkan aku setiap detik waktu
yang manis yang mampu membuat
mimpi malamku indah.





Today i woke up late.Sorry Sheyra Syg.Went to school and Sheyra didn't get her I/C back.Bodohnye discipline master.Dunno where he go.And i just remembered that today is Mdm Yehidaah's Birthday.Happy Birthday!Ok took train to Jurong East.And Sheyra buat kawan baru pe.Hehe.You know i know aje eh.Blablabla we went library and ya sat at level 2 and wth uh so many people there.And all like studying uh.Semua exams pe.Ok whatever.We studied and memorise our essays.We end at around 5 plus.Took bus home and Sheyra can't stop laughing.LoLS.Aku sayang kau Sheyra!Hahahaha.

Hatred

Reached home at 5 plus.Tired yes i am very tired eventhough i didn't fast due to some reasons.Currently listening to Songs now.Not really in the mood.I dunno but i kept crying in my sleep and having moodswings.Well whatever.I'm kinda ****.I'm quite prepared for N levels next week.Just hope everything turns out well.I did not have appetite to eat with my family just now.Sorry mom but i you can't force me to eat cause i'm not in a good mood.School tomorrow and just got to know that Cikya's birthday is tomorrow and she wanna treat us makan.Kay best!



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